My story so far

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Identity

The past week, my head has been clouded with thoughts of who am I? What am I contributing to the world? What is my purpose? I had to trust that my identity is in Jesus and that no matter what I do, I will do it for him. He will lead and direct my path.

God has opened up a door for me to teach 8th grade Language Arts. With this decision came joy and peace, knowing that I was called to do this. Now, I am in Grand Rapids for the week for New Teacher Training. In so many ways, I feel like a new teacher. I am having to learn new processes, programs and classroom management for a whole different age group.

I am choosing daily, per minute and sometimes per second to trust in God Almighty. Overwhelming feelings have hit and I am faced with many decisions, I am unsure how to make. God will provide.

Are We there Yet?

I had quite an eventful drive from South Carolina to Michigan. Larry and I both drove our cars full of our stuff up north to Michigan. We drove 6 hours one day and 5 hours the next. I believe it was the most I have ever drove in 2 days. GO ME!!! It was loooooooonnnnnggg and boring following the same SUV for several hours. Not to mention, I almost hit countless deer, got flicked off several times and reflected in the car about how much I am going to miss S.Carolina.

Now, I am in MICHIGAN, and in the city of tomorrow, today big Ol' T-ROY! It doesn't really feel like we moved, it feels like we packed way too much for a long vacation. Its odd going from 2,306 sq. ft in our house to a 12 x 12 room that is now my home for the next month. I am remembering the things I love about Michigan though. I have felt a cool breeze for the first time in 2 years. The one that almost gives you chills, but not quite. I am loving seeing my mom and dad. It feels so good to give them hugs and have a face to face conversation.

Larry starts his new job tomorrow. I am praying for him, that he could rise above and meet the challenges that he may face at Corporate. This is a new job in a new area, where he will have to start over. I know that with God, Larry can achieve his dreams.

Tomorrow, begins more schoolwork. I am waiting for the freedom that will come on Wednesday when my grad schools are done for the semester.

Well, I will keep you posted as to my adventure.

Reflection on South Carolina

Such little time and so much to do! I find myself staring at the clock a lot this week. I feel it is because I usually follow it with where did all the time go. But really, time is never going to be on my side, it is what I am doing with that time that is important. God entrusts us with his timing and his purpose.

I have two days until I move to Michigan. It feels like yesterday I just left. I remember how excited I was to move down to South Carolina and fufill my journey. I hope and trust that I have completed what God had in store for me. Looking around at the table last night at all of the people that have influenced my life in the past two years, I was in awe. Larry and I were truly blessed with great friends, mentors, life influencers, good listeners, and supporters.

Favorite Memories in S.C.
*meeting with Becky and Tony for dinner

*Going to Zumba with Jill and Amanda

*Friends quotes and teaching with Stamie

*Seeing the smiling faces of our small group every Thursday night (loved having a house full of people every week)

*My students

*Friendships that I built with girls in my small group

*Meeting Amanda - my sister from another mother

*New River- great place to be filled

*Charlotte Knights Games

* great conversations with Jill

*Becky/Jill- support

*Going to Uptown concert

*T-Bones

*Chick-fila/Sonic/Harry and Jeans

*Teaching at Cotton Belt

I MISS YOU ALL OF THESE THINGS :(

The lies I am believing...

I am so quick to listen to the voices in my head. The voices that tell me:

*If this is God's plan, how come everything isn't going smoothly
* You are loosing money

*You may never teach again

*This is too hard, you shouldn't do it

*Can you get out of it?

*Why aren't you at peace?

*GOd's will Amanda, are you sure you are in it?

But then there is truth speaking to me, the small voice caled the Holy Spirit, that stirs quietely within me, to let me know.. GOD IS WITH ME

GOd is my comforter, healer, restorer, Prince of Peace, returning to Michigan to follow his purpose.

Our goals and visions for Michigan:

*Starting and Finishing Grad School

*Amanda working

*Starting a Family

*Buying a house

*babysitting my niece Anna and nephews Ian and Aaron

*Spending time with my sister Julie

*Spending time with my other sister Emily

*Spending time with my parents and In-laws

*Visiting Upper Michigan

*Seeing College Friends

*Spending time with Family and Friends (our purpose)

I put my life in God's hands.. I will choose to trust

My Vision

My prayer is that this picture may be one of many to come. Photography is a passion of mine and I hope to pursue it in the future. I need determination which I sort of have, money which I don't hardly have enough of, and an artful eye which I'm still working on. I am seeking a professional who will take pity on me and teach me their ways.

Faith of a mustard seed

Why is it that I was so confident about my faith in God in good times when I am comfortable. But the minute my job is taken, I start to crumble. My security and hope is in Jesus however I still get caught in the details. My prayer is for strength, faith of a mustard seed and peace within the unknown.

My future is with Him Always